There are just a few days left in the year and the decade, it has been an amazing time period for me and I'm very appreciative of all of those who been part of my life, both socially and professionally.
It was early 1999 when I chose a deliberate path of personal growth and expansion which took me to many different modalities and people. Some things felt good, others less so, that didn't make them right or wrong we can't expect to resonate with everything.
There were many moments of doubt especially in the beginning, a lot of suffering mentally, a lot of resistance, a few wrong turns and lessons, discovering ways not to do things and many more ways to do things.
Fear when doors closed and great joy when bigger doors opened, a great lesson in trust that helped me in later years.
Experiencing increasingly higher levels of love and peace, it took some time to understand and believe that this level of joy I was experiencing, could be even better, yet a short time later it was better.
All of those experiences have brought me to a place of acceptance of who I am now. The complete me, what I can do and what I am unable to do, who I am and who I am not.
It is from this acceptance that new experiences, new knowledge, deeper understanding of the universe and more will come faster and easier. In other words I got out of my own way.
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